I wounder why many people fear death and take time to think and wounder how death will be, even though some of us are already experiencing it while we are still alive-if thats what you call alive!!
For the most part I know why I fall under this category;
And no I wasnt born like this,
I was had a dream,
A goal,
I once felt what it felt like being "alive"
The feeling of belonging and having,
But he had to take it all away from me!!!!!
After that he never cared! Acted like it was nothing!
Was I wrong for caring?
Is it wrong to actually want-love-care for someone!!
Was I wrong for thinking that for once I will be happy!!
Is it wrong to actually think you have everything because of that ONE best thing!!
Even thou it is clear to me that my questions are not mutual and that he doesnt and never cared the same way I do!! I still wounder till today- why??? and will always wounder.
Its funny how sometimes you have to lower yourself, beg, look desperate to talk to that "someone" who once never let you be like this,
All this because you refuse to let go and wish it never ended, unlike him who doesnt seem to care and acts normally as if its nothing!
posted by بنت الجنوب at 5:02 AM